Y Thursday, July 20, 2006Y
12:06 AM
im at home now , updating myself again ... jus has been exploring my feelings and myself lately ... flashbacks of experiences , the ups and downs ...*blurrgghh* read thru other's blogs and their daily entries ... learn a lot from all those ... how some out there coped with their every probs , pain , heartbreak , and etc ...my everyday prayers are that may ALLAH help me thru , all the hurdles with confidence and faith ... may HE too blessed my life with the best ... i would or could never asked for more ... jus be content with what i have ... life may be pretty hard and unexpected , but at times , this hits me " Take it easy , life aint that complicated " .... *smilez*
financially , i have no comments ... still strying hard to sort it all up ...
thoughts wise , been a lot ... too many to mention ... *hmmm*
those closest have been great ... but jus helter-skeltering with one ... wonder what's wrong with it ... been searching for all the answers , but yet nothing's found ... sometimes told myself to ignore it , but it still keeps bothering ... and it gets freaking irritating ... wished i can jus cast all thoughts away ... and hey , guess what , still cant ... i really need some help here ... the only way out , as per advised , relax , close ur eyes , think positive and thoughts will be cast .... and im going to jus do that now and in future ... *frustrated yet smiling*
to be continued once again ... as for now , im sleepy ... need my POOH and a gd mind and soul rest ... *winkz*
