Y Monday, October 30, 2006Y
2:40 PM
what can i say , been very busy with work since im back from long Eid leave ... work has been piling up ... ma manager from india came over last friday ... she was discussing with me on my new job scopes and all the new responsibilities i'd be handling ... looks like beginning of 2007 would be a busy plus challenging year for me ... *insyallah i will be able to handle them , amin*so Eid Mubarak'06 had been one memorable and best of all ... we had loads of pics taken on 1 Syawal 1427H ... it was fun .... as usual me and almu kuzies were busily posing here and there ... im sharing with all some of the pics taken ... so enjoy ...
am sorry i have to hault here ... i will be back for more updates ... i have to get back to work now ... *smilez* ... muaaaacccckkkkssss
Y Tuesday, October 17, 2006Y
3:30 PM
hola here i am again blogging as always ... jus a few days late for updates *ooppss* ... anyway life has ben pretty easy and great ... nothing much ... only preparations for Eid Mubarak ... ma room , curtains have been changed ... only left ma bed is undone ... will get it changed during the weekend ... wont want it to get dirty if i changed it now ... *smilez* ...
last weekend (sat) i was home alone ... parents and lil sis went to JB ... 3rd sis as always MIA ... jus like chipsmore ... bro was away at work ... but yet i did manage to cook (ayam masak merah) for break fast and made pineapple tarts ... it was about 9pm , when im done with the tarts ... *huge relief* ... spend whole of 6 hours for the tarts ... *woah* ... but satisfied though ... hehe ... *Gentle Reminder : i have orders of 450 Pcs of chocolate chips cookies to bake*
preparations still ongoing ... 1) curtains to be ironed and hang in parents room 2) bro's room to spring clean and change the curtains too 3) spring clean the living room 4) spring clean the kitchen 5) dishes on malam raya (rendang, ayam masak merah, sayur lemak lodeh, lontong *yummmy cant wait*) ... i guess these are all tat i can get into ma list ... kinda slips my memory on the rest to be done .... as am sure there are plenty to be done , apart from those mentioned above ....
clothes for raya are all ready ... shall say there're 4 new ones for me ... colors are , green *to be worn on first day , Oct 24th* , grey , white and blue *first ever time in ma life wearing this color but the baju kurung is gorgeous* .... *hahah so the very semangat kan aku nie* .... *lols* ...
k i will hault here for now .... will be back with more ...
~SALAM AIDILFITRI UNTUK SEMUA~
~MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN~
~countdown : 6 days to 1 Syawal 1427 Hijrah~
Y Monday, October 09, 2006Y
11:46 AM
... we had a long talk on fri nite ... am suprised when he called in ... but anyway i made use of the opportunity , letting out all my feelings ... am happy he accepted it sincerely ... *alhamdullillah* so now , our status has changed ... we r no longer beau & lady ... we r friends now ... if its really fated that we will be together , insya'allah we will ... he accepts it sincerely ... so guess now , time will explain everything ... we agreed to this separation , in a way to relax and take a break ...
*smilez , its trully a relief* ... aint got nothing left in my thoughts and heart ... that have been a true suffoscation ... *alhamdulillah*
good news still , though we r friends now , we r still celebrating Raya together ... and this year we r wearing BLUE ... hahah *lols* its freaking first time for me wearing BLUE ... but still the BLUE is sweet ... *cheers*
k then i will hault yet again ... will be back to for updates soon ... *salam semua* ...
~countdown to malam LaiLatul'Qadar ... semoga ibadah kita diterima ALLAH s.w.t amin , insya'allah~
~ countdown , 14 days to Eid'Mubarak~
Y Friday, October 06, 2006Y
4:45 PM
~ 25 June 2003 - 05 Oct 2006 ~
... i have no more comments on ma r'ship with beau now ... jus this song to explain everything .... the current status of ma r'ship now ... hanya doa kepada Illahi mengiringi perjalanan hidupku seterusnya ... *tearing ... tearing ... *
... ma pics in his room are no longer there ... that explain everything ... what he wants and whats best for the r'ship ... may ALLAH bless him always ... " All the happy memories , will always have a special place in ma heart ... " hanya sampai di sini saja jodoh antara aku dan dia ...
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Y Monday, October 02, 2006Y
5:55 PM
.:][:. will i always be in wonderland .:][:.
... ma r'ship wit beau now is back to normal ... we r talking to each other as always ... but still im not putting high hopes for a miracle to happen ... still doubting on few things ... there's few in which he is changing slowly ... i shall applaud him for that ... *alhamdullillah* ...
... syukur ke hadrat ILLAHI for the change in him ... hopefully its a permanent change ... *praying to ALLAH* for the better of his own self and future ...
... discontinued for the moment ... am packing ma things and ready to meet tootsy for RETAIL THERAPY ... yey !! *all smiles* ... will be back tmr for more details on what i have been thinking past week ... *muaacckkksss ... am off for SHOPPING TIME !!*